Shame

You were a beauty.

I loved you with all my heart but....

Was it my mistake to hold your hand?

You taught me a lot.

You taught me to see things in another aspect.

You made me grow up, and that I'm thankful.

You were a beauty, such a beauty, it's a shame you weren't ready.

#afternoonmotivation

Whenever an opportunity comes by, these old same words come fore.

Repeatedly telling me I can't do it, in the end I lost yet another opportunity.

I lost the opportunity to be what I could have been, I lost it just before I wasn't brave enough to try.

"Life shouldn’t be a struggle.Life should be a flowing smooth thing. This isn’t a hard world to live in, this isn’t hard dimension to live in. If you surround yourself with the right people and if you do the right things, and if you are as good of a person as you are capable of to other people; you will find that the World will make a place for you. What happens to you is dictated by the things you think about. You should always think good things and always look for the good in the World. If you look for the bad in the World, you will always find something bad. But if you look for the good you will find it, it is there"

-john frusciante

 "A silent hug will do."

Shanghai and Hong Kong (Part 2)

 SHANGHAI

 

HONG KONG

Never fail to indulge in my pork chop whenever I am there

Shanghai Trip (Part 1)

 

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"The person in life that you will always be with the most, is yourself. Because even when you are with others, you are still with yourself, too. When you wake up in the morning, you are with yourself, laying in bed at night you are with yourself, walking down the street in the sunlight you are with yourself. What kind of person do you want to walk down the street with? What kind of person do you want to wake up in the morning with? What kind of person do you want to see at the end of the day before you fall asleep? Because that person is yourself, and it’s your responsibility to be that person you want to be with. I know I want to spend my life with a person who knows how to let things go, who’s not full of hate, who’s able to smile and be carefree. So that’s who I have to be."

 

- C. Joybell C.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbour. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. 

Dream. Discover. 

- Mark Twain

......I am quite stress up now.

We were talking about it, then I realise something that isn't changing.

I'm not helping myself, I need to do something about it.

I can't fall down and give up again and again.

I need a change as...

Time is not in my favour 

 

Tmr I will be leaving to Shanghai.

The flight is early in the morning, well that's good.

As of current state, I want to leave here asap.

I can't wait to shop, gonna leave every troubles behind and enjoy my getaway.

 

Strangers,again

Stage 1: meeting

Stage 2: the chase

Stage 3: honeymoon 

Stage 4: comfortable

Stage 5: tolerance

Stage 6: downhill

Stage 7: breaking up

Stage 8 : moving on 

Do I really know you?

Are you who I thought you were?

Who are you? 

What do you want from me?

Stop.

Don't come any closer, how do I know you won't hurt me once more?

Who are you?

Who the hell are you?

You

Are

Just

A

Stranger 

4 more days and I'm flying off to Shanghai.

Honestly, I am not as excited as I should be or rather I didn't even want to go.

Things have change 

Maybe this is the way it should be, maybe I need this getaway.

Sore

Have to spend my days in bed.

Nothing much I can do.

So thankful I have my precious coming over tmr and bestfriend will be coming over on Friday.

Been sleeping since noon........... Boring 

No pics since my samsung is in such a bad state 

"It seems to me that the years between eighteen and twenty-eight are the hardest, psychologically. It's then you realise this is make or break, you no longer have the excuse of youth, and it is time to become an adult - but you are not ready."

- Helen Mirren

I guess so, I hope so

I feel like I'm in a complete mess right now.

I feel so damn awful.

I feel helpless......

Why can't you be alone without Yoko?

"I can be, but I don't wish to be.
There is no reason on earth why I should be without her. There is nothing more important than our relationship, nothing. And we dig being together all the time. And both of us could survive apart, but what for? I'm not going to sacrifice love, real love, for any fuckin' whore, or any friend, or any business because, in the end, you're alone at night. Neither of us wants to be, and you can't fill the bed with groupies; that doesn't work. I don't want to be a swinger. Like I said in the song, I've been though it all, and nothing works better than to have somebody you love hold you."
~ John Lennon, Rolling Stone interview, Jan. 1971

How Long Will I Love You

Bangkok (Part 2)

Good o ribs @ mellow

After eating at mellow, time to explore the night market and more food 

That's all for the Bangkok trip. 

Massage, food, shopping and everything else was great and not to forget good accompany!

I'LL SEE YOU SOON BKK